the killing

I feel it in my fingers

I feel it in my toes

love is all around me

and so the feeling grows

i am reaffirming my vow today. my vow of unkilling things (ok so that doesnt make sense). do not do murder i say! this is the 7th time now. the 5th time was after i stepped on a snail and the 6th time is when i severed the second snail in half.

i swatted a fly today. i didnt feel as bad as i did with the snails becuase the fly was really annoying me. but killing is wrong! although it felt good. there was a rush of glee... YES! YES ITS DEAD! PUAHAHAHA!!!!! ... is that wrong? is it so wrong to feel good?